Thursday, February 26, 2009

Consider.. Reflect..

Hmm..
Every nitez.. Any time.. Any wer..
I always reflecting on wat i study for..??
A Engineering Diploma paper..?? A stupid job..??
My studies.. I'm not gud as well at study.. N i din have dat exam luck..
Engineering.. Wat 4..?? Time X Mind = Nthngs
Every wer oso have diploma in engineering course student.. Every wer..
Now i noe..
Bcz of my mum... I need 2 study..
She wan me get dat stupid paper.. So my '' humanity '' life have waranty... Uhh...
Wat dat paper can show off..?? for me oni.. I din mean dat 2 other..
4 me.. Dat paper let me waste more than 20k..
N earn below than 2k plus OT..
Wat d fuck..??!!
early morning get trafic stuck on d road going 2 work..
till night trafic stuck going home.. Everyday is same.. Not inculde holiday n sunday..
wat for..??
I wan my life.. But not dat shit waranty life..
I have my plan.. My own job my own life n my own dreamz..
I wan stop my study now..
But my parents say dat..
U jz left 8 month course.. Finish it..
Every time exam..
My hormon out of tune.. uhh~~
y i need make myself so.....
i dunot like 2 study.. memories..
but every time wen study..
my mind.. d fee of resit n retain flow in my mind..
resit is RM30.. Retain is RM750..
U noe wat feeling on dat..??
not a small among..
make me sick.. WTF..
i really confuse of my ''humanity'' life now..
izit warranty life for me..??

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